FYI - Not a lot of substance to this post but, I had to vent somehow...
Today, was the biggest "blah" day ever. I had TONS of energy when I first woke up this morning. I even flat-ironed my hair... I know, SHOCKER! I normally do everything at night (including my hair) just so that I don't have to do anything in the morning besides dress, make-up and teeth. I HATE MORNINGS! Now that I live so close to work, I can't even fathom a 1-hour drive on top of all this. How did I wake up that much earlier? No wonder I was always in trouble at work, I don't do mornings!
Well, at about 10 AM my energy fizzled. I work with Dr. B. on Thursdays in his clinic. Which means I bring patients back to the rooms, schedule BRAIN and SPINE surgeries - which requires some serious concentration, explain to them that they need to get blood work and why - I don't really know, schedule tests that I have no idea what they are - like what the freak is a CMG? (I learned today by the way), and whatever else comes along. Normally, I just run around like crazy and for the most part, stay organized and in control.
However, today I was hiding the fact that I had a monster migraine. I hate that I am the "always sick" "complainer-hypochondriac" co-worker - which I fully admit to being (not on purpose - I just have bad medical luck). STUPID BRAIN AND GOSH DARN HEADACHES!
Anyway, I totally feel like I was struggling today... I hate feeling this way because people can totally sense that something is 'off' about me. I guess I just want to appear perfect all the time...
Well, I had a funk today. I came home, took some medicine, rest up a bit, played puzzles with Kade, made dinner, gave him a bath, read books, snuggled and blogged. Luckily I have a great man and a sweet little boy to come home to. The only way life could get better is if my cubie wasn't out of town. She is my venting partner, which is probably good because otherwise you all would have to read this kind of negative garbage EVERYDAY!! Trust me, thank her.
Today is getting better as the night goes on. My headache is starting to go away, which is awesome. I hope that this "funk" is gone by tomorrow. I have LOTS to do!
GOOD NIGHT FOLKS!
Today, was the biggest "blah" day ever. I had TONS of energy when I first woke up this morning. I even flat-ironed my hair... I know, SHOCKER! I normally do everything at night (including my hair) just so that I don't have to do anything in the morning besides dress, make-up and teeth. I HATE MORNINGS! Now that I live so close to work, I can't even fathom a 1-hour drive on top of all this. How did I wake up that much earlier? No wonder I was always in trouble at work, I don't do mornings!
Well, at about 10 AM my energy fizzled. I work with Dr. B. on Thursdays in his clinic. Which means I bring patients back to the rooms, schedule BRAIN and SPINE surgeries - which requires some serious concentration, explain to them that they need to get blood work and why - I don't really know, schedule tests that I have no idea what they are - like what the freak is a CMG? (I learned today by the way), and whatever else comes along. Normally, I just run around like crazy and for the most part, stay organized and in control.
However, today I was hiding the fact that I had a monster migraine. I hate that I am the "always sick" "complainer-hypochondriac" co-worker - which I fully admit to being (not on purpose - I just have bad medical luck). STUPID BRAIN AND GOSH DARN HEADACHES!
Anyway, I totally feel like I was struggling today... I hate feeling this way because people can totally sense that something is 'off' about me. I guess I just want to appear perfect all the time...
Well, I had a funk today. I came home, took some medicine, rest up a bit, played puzzles with Kade, made dinner, gave him a bath, read books, snuggled and blogged. Luckily I have a great man and a sweet little boy to come home to. The only way life could get better is if my cubie wasn't out of town. She is my venting partner, which is probably good because otherwise you all would have to read this kind of negative garbage EVERYDAY!! Trust me, thank her.
Today is getting better as the night goes on. My headache is starting to go away, which is awesome. I hope that this "funk" is gone by tomorrow. I have LOTS to do!
GOOD NIGHT FOLKS!
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